Something changed...

Ok, I haven't posted on here in a LONG time, but I've got this long list of things I've been meaning to post about... So here goes, I'm making a start! This time it's gonna be about certain important aspects of my life known as 'failures to ever attract anybody'... Nah it's not, it's gonna be about my (not so new now) girlfriend! :P (well, she pestered...)

Remember my long ranting posts about never finding anyone... well something changed! =]

So anyway - the girl situation has kinda moved-on, except it hasn't moved-on, it was always kinda inevitable! :P I said yes (at last) to a girl who, well I guess was pretty much my best mate - We'd known one-another for 2-3 years but she's liked me ever since we first actually spoke I think, I'd basically told her to give up trying at one point! The thing is, I'd always liked her but I didn't wanna go out with her unless I knew (or thought I knew) she was the right person for me cause I didn't want to disappoint and upset her - besides, if I'd done that, chances are we might not even be friends still, and I didn't want to nullify my chances by going out too soon and messing things up... Anyhow, it's not all so complicated, I always had a sneaky suspicion I'd end up with her eventually and I used to find her mildly/very annoying, so I tried my level best to find somebody else, but somehow I always ended up back talking to her again over msn and text... but she changed - and now I don't find her one tiny little bit annoying - simple! *cough* xD

No actually, I really don't - and yeah, we've been going out for over 3 months now - and seeing as we already know one-another pretty well, personally I'd be more than happy to marry her if she was old enough (and I found a long lost relative who could give me the money! :P)...

Anyhow, she's really really nice, possibly TOO thoughtful and caring (if there is such a thing! lol), uber-cute (and short, ah yeah!... :P), and possibly the closest to 'metal/gothic Christadelphian girl' you'll ever find... and we love one-another and stuff! Oh, and she's very pretty too... And possibly slightly insane like me so it's all good! =] hehehe... *three monkeys float past the window in the background eating bananas*

Now I suppose I'd better put some pic up of her:


This was shortly after we first started going out - just a simple shot through a rather interestingly styled gravestone... (it missed her heart fortunately! :P) Cute eh? And trust me, nice isn't a strong enough word for some people's personalities! =] Only downsides are 1. She's three years younger than me, not that I have a problem with that at all, but it has its drawbacks when it comes to 2. She lives all the way up near Leicester, but I live down near Brighton, and guess who isn't allowed to catch the train on their own... :/ Basically, it'll all be fine as long as I can find myself a reasonably well paid job within the next two months or so, but train fares are so darn expensive!... Not that she could afford it anyway even if she could catch the train - just it's a tad on the boring side where she lives, and younger brothers mean louder noise at her house - guess I can put up with that though, gotta be ready for when I have little kiddies of my own around the house after all eh?! :P hehehe...

Anyway, I totally totally can't stop staring at that picture now - so erm yeah, I kinda lost my thread - teach me to upload the pictures in the middle of writing eh?! :P I'm tired anyway, so I think I'll catch some sleep before morning in fact! ;] Don't get me wrong mind - it's not a chocolate advert, you can't share - so hands (or, *shivers*, other body parts...) off my photo! I am the advanced-lemon, I am not afraid to use force... My little army of lemons is waiting! xD lol...

Seriously though, keep your grubby little paws off!... =]


PS: LuV you loads sweetheart... <3 And if anyone tries anything hunni, squirt lemon juice in their eyes! xD (No jokes - I love you so much... <3<3<3 God bless! =)

~lemon... <3